I've been ill with what I think is flu since I got home tuesday night, though I can't be arsed to go to the doctors. Cold sweat, sore throat, can't breathe, aching in every joint, typical flu shit. Slept about 13 hours on wednesday so I hadn't had any cigarettes, only to act on my stat-obsessed bint of a boss by getting up to see the doctor. Within seconds of getting up, I'm dizzy and heavy headed. Within minutes, I am throwing up what tastes and looks like semi-digested fat from a chip fryer. Did I go to the quack? Did I fuck. What's he/she gonna do? Tell me to take what I've already had? Lemsip, beechams? Jeez. The good thing is that I'm not smoking anywhere near as many cigarettes - gone from 15 to 1 or 2 at most. I hardly have any cravings at all. Yep, all that shit that builds up on your gums from smoking, the same shit you spit out in the morning whilst brushing your teeth. If I can quit totally, that's £150+ per month I can use towards either a) another guitar, b) a deposit to get away from a family who think privacy is illegal... or c) see more hookers

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