guess i forgot how to be a man. She blew me off with an insult. I loved her so i begged her once again.Then , she blew me off again ( but apologized),but unfortuanately, not before i insulted her for blowing me off. Now im about to grovel for a third time.She hasnt taken care of me in two months. Im a disgrace to all men everywhere. I need to be a fckin man a so far i havent gone back for that third rejection.....is it

??Someone tell me to fckin

or something?? I need a dose of reality.