I feel sick

[wilkinsi]

I've put down a deposit on an amp, which will arrive next friday. I didn't bother to think how it would sound at home or whether my Boss GT-10 will work through the amp's FX return.

I am also due another Jackson Warrior, which I'm paying for at the end of March, but won't get it in my hands til end-April (I get taxed on anything imported whenever its shipped via USPS who take 2-3 weeks, and no-one will ship me anything via Fedex because they're so expensive). I'm having to save up starting now, or I can't afford it.

Seems everytime I buy something expensive, I feel physically sick, especially when I know that by spending that money, its all tied up, and I can't indulge in other life's pleasures.

I hate going cold turkey.